Don't Save It All.

"I got it all - loser, fag, wimp, retard, dork. But the hting is, the more I took it, the less I cared. Being harassed became a part of my day, and I accepted it.

I know it sounds sad now, looking back, but at the time I wasn't analysing it. I was just living my life. I think the bullying helped me to figure out at an early age that stuff is going to happen to you that you wish wouldn't. People are going to treat you badly, and ultimately that is out of your control.

'Just let it roll off', my mom would say. And I did. Because as a kid, I knew the other option wasn't for me. I was not going to hurt someboy else." - Clay Aiken

Fulfilling My Potential.

"There was this game called Wall Ball that the kids liked to play. The slowest kid would end up standing against the playground wall and the other kids would pelt him with a ball. One guess who that might have been.

My best friend was a boy name Chinh. Kids who are picked on flock together. People always find their support group. My mother used to say 'The water finds it's own level.' So you have the picked - ons, and the pickers. Chinh and I were the picked - ons." - Clay Aiken.

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Hearing The Music In Your Life.

"to handle yourself, use your head. to handle others, use your heart." - faye parker. clay aiken's mom.

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Now I Understand, What You Tried To Say To Me.

yeahh, finally blogging again, after a long holiday.

no iwasn't holiday.

i was studying.

someone praise my self control not to go on to the computer to blog.

right i've lost to urge to blog anyway.

i didn't even go on facebook yet.

acheievement. hah.

maybe i will go facebook. see how. -.-

chill, all.

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Transnational Corporations (TNCs).

it's been a long time since i blogged, so obviously there's gonna be lots of rants.

right.

i have always hated serving people food in church.

and i from now shall avoid it if i can.

why?

i hate it when people scold me while i'm serving.

like "why so slow!" and "aiyah the rice must make softer! smash first thenn give!"

what the hell next time shouldn't they do it themselves?

all those old people like to scold and talk so much, maybe one day they should try serving all of us at that kind of pace when everyone's hungry and rushing for the food.

and realise those who don't give their "helpful" comments are those who experience the toughness of serving people.

i can't stand tony blair.

why must his english be so sophiscated that i can't understand what the hell is he talking in the source based question.

zz.zzz.

going to nc16 movies shouldn't be a problem for me.

but sneaking in with someone who isn't 16 is a problem.

ok it was hastle, but the thrill was fun.

went to watch orphan with andy and the cousins.

stupid show.

-.-

anw i've been experiencing the feelings of stress finally, and it's making me go on a roller coaster ride of emoness.

i need an output to release my tension in me.

any volunteers?

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Venice - .

finally changed my guitar strings!

the bright crisp sound is BAAAACK.

but the colour of the strings are horrible tho.

gold.

yuck, it doesn't match the guitar.

i want the copper again..=x

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Killer Instincts

things feels better when they are sorted out. hope things will get even better.

i gave my chopper away. i hope the person who recieves it will feel happier.

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